You like, can't think for yourselves, can you? You seriously aren't going to get far in life ... Even if you do make it to the title of 'Death Eater'.
Which Harry Potter Villan are YOU?
by Britt

That was so mean! I've never been insulted just for taking a frickin' internet quiz. Plus Crabbe and Goyle are dumb. And ugly. And fat. I have to admit, though, I find Goyle dead sexy.

I'm, like, super-hyper, and, like, have this desire to, like, stick 'like' into every one of my sentences.

It's not nearly as bad as yesterday, though. Yesterday, whoa. I was home alone, and didn't get a chance to work out, so I was crazy and jittery with all this unused energy. I was throwing fits and laughing and screaming. It was NOT pretty.

Anyways, yesterday this random guy messages me on MSN, right? I think nothing of it, since this chick tells all her friends to order graphics from me, so I get tons of IMs. We start talking about the graphics he wants, then he says that he likes my site, and I go "Wait, you're a guy? And you went to my site?" like it's some crazy miracle, lol. I was sort of shocked because I'm constantly being perverted in my blogs, and of course there's the case of there being two naked guys on my main page.

So he says "Yeah, I saw them - they're gross" (I'm paraphrasing) and I'm like "Whatever, they're HOT!" ...knowing that I'm fighting a losing battle, since he's a guy and all. So he goes "What turns you on about two guys together?"

So I'm like "What doesn't?" and we continue talking about other porn-related things, he tells me something else, and we're both getting turned on. It was pretty off.

And I realize I'm grossing you out. But he was interesting, heh. I know a lot about teenage boys that I shouldn't.

Anyways, I have this HUGE project that I put off 'til today. I got up at noon, and worked nonstop at it until 5:30. I still didn't finish. Crazy, non? I did tons of chores and stuff, too, but I was seriously burnt out from all the work. At about 6 I just said "Oh, fuck it" and did my chores instead.

My white underwear is now a delightful shade of navy blue, because I had the genius notion to put them in with my jeans.'It'd save time and water!' One of my dumber ideas. Or was it? Y'see, this means that I get to go buy all-new ones! Yay!

That was a little too much information, wasn't it? Now I have to go back to school for five whole days. Five days of being alone in my classes, ignored outside them, and pouty. Last week was the most emotionally taxing week I've ever had. I was depressed beyond comprehension. I hope this week will be better.

My friends have become very distant, and I don't know anyone in my classes. I'm alone during group work, because I'm too shy and passive to make friends. I'm self-conscious, and no one has made a move to befriend me. I compare myself to the happy, outgoing people and am depressed.

There's been one person around to witness all of this - D-l. *sigh* Shoot me now.

I just can't be outgoing and friendly. I can't. I want to get a job.

Monster's Ball is the perviest movie I've ever seen. I don't like the plot.

I need professional help, and I don't mean a hooker. :P

then + now