Do you care if I...
Don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight?
Will you think of me?
Will I shake this off?
Pretend it's all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
- Box Car Racer, "There Is"
I'm bored. I'll send five dollars (Canadian - basically nothing in U.S. money) to the first American to tell me what a toque is, without doing an online search or anything.
Seriously! email me.
So I guess I'll go with my mom to Wal-Mart, maybe beg her to buy me a CD and then get shot down when she gives me the old "It's almost Christmas, you'll have to wait" drivel. I'll post my Chrismas list, because I'm really that bored:
1. PlayStation 2 w/ memory card
2. Smackdown 4 for the PlayStation 2
3. "Greyest Of Blue Skies" by finger eleven (CD)
4. DVD's: Wayne's World, and WWE Summerslam
5. A bench and weight set
6. A lot of thongs. I saw this girl wearing a thong, and want the exact same one. It's so sexy.
7. Some vanilla body wash from The Body Shop. I've run out.
Yep, I'm not asking for much, am I? Ha. I can't help it if I'm greedy. It's what happens when you were an only child for the first eight years of your life, but then the spawn of satan comes along and takes all the attention away.
I really do love my brother, though. Deep down. He learned how to read, it's just the cutest thing ever.
And so what else? I rented Wayne's World again, because it has to be the greatest movie ever made. Haven't watched it yet, though. Due time.
*stretches* I didn't do much of anything today. I woke up around 11, wandered around the house half-dressed, washed dishes and did various other menial chores. Showered (no bubble bath for me... *pout*), and then went on the computer for a long frickin' time.
I've downloaded "There Is" by Boxcar Racer. I was in tears. It's just... I... relate to it so much. God. It's so fucking sad. Especially Will you sleep tonight? / Will you think of me? ...it brings so many memories of nights I've spent awake, wondering. It's amazing.
So I also watched Valentine on TV today. Well, more like glanced at it while doing chores and updating my sites. *yawn* Today was such a blur. Did next to nothing, and I'm feeling sort of sad. I don't know why, just sort of lonely and awkward. I guess that's what happens when you're left alone with all your negative thoughts.
Well, if this hasn't been the most depressing entry ever, I don't know what is.