2002-07-25 + 1:59 a.m. +
You've got to be tough...
When consumed with desire
'Cause it's not enough
Just to stand outside the fire
Garth Brooks, "Stand Outside The Fire"
I didn't work out today. Damn. Today was a weird day. I was feeling really off. I don't know. I don't remember doing anything today. I didn't drink my water, I didn't work out, I had McD's for dinner. Shit, this was a bad day. Figures I gained back two of the 11 pounds I'd lost. *frown*
I'm supposed to study for my learner's and apply for jobs. *double frown* I can't sit there and read the fucking driver's manual, I'll start thinking "I can't drive, it's too scary, I'll hit someone" and think of how enticing that Harry Potter book sitting on my bed is at that moment. *squeal* Harry Potter.. on my bed. That was odd.
I don't wanna apply for a job. I really want to work at Wal-Mart, for reasons that are beyond me. I don't want to wear the stupid smock, but I want to stock shelves and tell people that the pillow shams are in the bedding section, across from the yarn about four aisles down.
Plus there are some sexy bitches working at Wal-Mart.
I really need to work out twice as long tomorrow. Hm, I'll go two miles and do some weights. God, I'm going to kill myself for slacking off today.
I have a crazy obsession with The Mole. I went to this message board, and people were discussing these pathetically obsolete clues that, to them, were as obvious as the fact that they watch the entire episode in freeze-frame each week. I mean, so what if this one chick wore socks that matched the colour of the wallpaper in the room with the python in it? I hardly think that makes her the mole! *scoff* Imbeciles, I tell you.

I am sweet & loyal. I have a terrible
temper, but am also very funny. I fight
to be noticed, but am great as myself.
What happened to the days of yore when I would get Hermione on every quiz? I've been getting Ron. Not that I mind, Ron's a gangly, red-headed, hot piece of ass. ^.~
then + now