Blerg! *whines incessantly* Blerg is my new word, by the way. Not that it is a word. 'Happenizing,' 'nass,' 'alot,' and 'frocked' aren't, either, but I say them anyways. Ergo, 'blerg' is a word that belongs to me and my overtly warped mind. Yes yes.

Surreal got 65 hits. Like, in one day. That's a record for any site I own. *frown* It's still, like, a fifth of what some other sites get. I looked at my referrals, and it's because the two most popular HP sites (an Emma Watson site and a Dan-Dan one, to be exact) gave me cheap pops on the main page. A shrewd person, I be.

That's basically it. I don't know, I don't feel like myself lately. I don't answer the phone at all, I make sure the phone isn't answered and I have an away message up when one of my friends calls/is online, and I hardly leave my room. I've mainly been reading and working on Surreal.

At least I read Goblet of Fire, Make A Connection, and added a shitload of stuff to Surreal. I don't know why I've been doing this, though. It's like I want to be alone all the time. I don't get it.

I've also been staying up 'til five in the morning, then sleeping in 'til four in the afternoon, waking up to an empty house, for my mom and brother have gone off socializing somewhere. I use the empty house to my advantage, doing chores and working out.

The only good thing about it: I've lost yet another 5 pounds. Yay for me. *pathetic smile*

I got a scanner. That's new. Although it has bitch attacks at me for no reason, and the computer will freeze if I try to scan something at 1200 dpi.

Suck. I scanned a baby picture of myself, though. I don't have any recent pictures, but I'll take some when we go for vacation in a few weeks, and scan those. I'm so glad to be getting rid of this anonymity I've had... it must've been creepy for people not to know what I look like, only knowing my alias, age, and province. Hm.

Yep, that's me. I look a bit similar, with the dark hair and tan skin and huge eyes. I like to think I look less cherub-ish, though. I sort of have Kelly Osbourne's figure, to be honest, but she's bigger all-around, whereas I have a very small upper body and a J.Lo-esque lower body. It's a curse. :

I found out that the moderately cute, sweet, and smart guy that asked me out (twice, lol) last year is supposedly taller and hotter. Yum. It's a shame we've both moved away from each other, because looking back, he would've been good for me. *shrug*

Lauren, dude, if you ever meet Cassie again, be sure to tell her there's a kid in Canada that worships her friggin' guts, okies? Either that or molest her for me. ;) I'll get right to work on that shrine. :D

I don't know why I'm writing in here. I don't feel like blogging. I like my D-land bitches more than people with blogs, anyways. They seem more educated, and more fun to read.

then + now