FUCK. Fuckbeans, fuck-ass, fuck shit fuck.

*sigh*

Fuck everyone. You know? And not literally, 'cause god knows there are some people on the 'net I'd rather die than fuck. But some I wanna. But anyways.

I'm pissed off for no reason. Just got on AIM, saw who was on, got pissed. Saw Sam's new layout, got pissed. Got a bit cheerful since I'm on her friends list although I've only Imed her once and she scared the shit out of me, but still. Now pissed again. Ze layout reminds me of Insydious.

I'm in a void. I can't make graphics worth shit and have to rely on brushes to make something that looks a little like it wasn't made with MSPaint.

I'm not wearing underwear. That's fucking odd, I swear I'd put some on before Alias. *shrug*

I don't think my host cares about me too much. She never updates when I get a new layout for aaaaaaages, doesn't say anything when I go on hiatus or have a new layout, never returns my emails, nothing. Maybe I should change hosts. But I love her, non-caring-about-Crys as she may be. *shrug*

Dru hasn't updated in almost a month... girl, if you're reading, blog for me 'cause I miss you. -_-

B hasn't been on in months, either. Damn, I miss him. Where the hell is everyone?

Aww. Wes' kitty died. That's so sad. *hugs* I'm glad I have my kitty still. Even though I just slapped her off of the kitchen table. Yeah.

Wes, you're a total hottie by the way. I lurve your hip bones. ^.~

Not happy. Alias couldn't hold my attention. Hardly any TV shows other than Malcolm in the Middle can, actually. So I'm on here 'til I go sleepy.

Been very obsessed with Chris Shepherd's new mix compilation. He mixed Alicia Keys and made her sound not-repulsive. Also made Rapture sound like dynamite. Oh, and Too Much is wicked.

Britney's new Pepsi commercial is adorable. Britney + Pepsi = a very happy me, can't stress that enough.

Looking forward to school. Going to wear hot new outfit even though I'll probably chicken out. Yes yes.

Sel mentioned me once. LOL. She said something about how I have an 'obsession with the Harry Potter kid.' Yes yes, a shining moment 'twas. *grins proudly*

Oh, wait, I'm supposed to be pissed.

Yeah. I put FID on hiatus for the time being. It has a purty hiatus page. But anyways, I added hotbars and articles to the ADFC and I plan on giving my design section a new layout, add a few samples, and advertise advertise advertise! Then I'll add a section of three to Surreal, including lots 'o' media. Dan media be hot.

THEN I can make FID a new layout, sign up with Blogger or Greymatter, code the pages, add a content page, and launch it. I wonder how much time I should do this in. MMM, maybe... three weeks? Shit, I can't do that. I'll finish the design tomorrow, work a bit at a time on Surreal, and maybe create layouts for FID in my PSP7 in my spare time.

Whoa. That works. Typing to myself is vewwy effective.

Anyways, I'm going to try like hell to get more traffic at my sites. I know for a fact that if I start blogging at FID, I'll get lots of hits. And that means I'll need to pull a Lauren, but at least all my ATNies will visit.

I miss B and Dru. Dammit, my two favourite onlineies are MIA. Have I used alot of abbreviations or what? Hah.

You are the NSYNC #1 Fan Barbie! You are in your teenybopper stage and quite possibly still have many barbies or took this quiz in order to figure out which barbie to purchase next. You are too young to be randomly surfing sites online. Be careful.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAH! That's such a fucking joke.

If I have a boy its name'll be Ryen. With an 'e.' Everyone email me or I'll track you down and pull my fucking egg gun on you and yours. That is all.

then + now