2002-04-09 + 5:40 p.m. +
I won't put up with it...
Any longer
You can go if you want
I don't
Need your pity
I will be just fine
You're Nick, the Gryffindor house ghost.
Nice and friendly and always on the hunt for appreciation, you
like chatting and wearing stylish stuff and you worry about your nearly-headless head all the time.
Who are YOU?
You work hard to achieve the goals in your life, and believe in always improving in whatever you do.
You have a sence for justice and your wish is for others to realize you're an intelligent person who deserves
to be treated with respect and dignity.
Who are YOU?
Umm, oh wow. Never saw that one coming.
Yeah. Made by the same people that made the Dan, um, quiz, and yeah. (?)
Augh, damn. I have to change my gbook layout again, don't I? *yawn* I'll do it tomorrow.
Here you go, Lauren, I'm too lazy to sign your gbook. lol. hotness, hotness, hotness. :)
Today at school, I saw the most heart-wrenching thing. Which is something that would make anyone else laugh. Dan-lookalike cut his hair. -_- It looks very not-floppy, not-long, and not-hot. It does nothing for him. My obsession factor has dropped alot. For serious.
I love that line from Zoolander. But anyways, I noticed just how adorable former-crush is. His eyelashes are so long, and his lips, and his -- yeah. He's hot. And I have an inhuman amount of homework to do, seeing as I missed yesterday and everything from yesterday added to everything from today means I'll be working non-stop as soon as I get off the computer. And this really sucks.
I missed the timed run, too. 'Member when I did 4 laps less than before and was upset? Yeah. Things like that get me upset, goes to show how simple my life is.
Actually, my life isn't that simple. I have to do over half of the housework, babysit almost every weekend, turn down all the guys that ask me out because they're 'not perfect enough,' and face the fact that I'm not popular, not good at sports, and not liked by the one fucking guy I want.
I like to hide in my schoolwork. I think we go to school to work, not to dress like a slut, flirt, and play sports.
Which would make it ironic that I got a 56 on my exam. A 56; that's just not right. That's the lowest I've ever gotten by at least 15%. But surprisingly enough, it didn't upset me. I don't know. I just don't care about anything at all today, I want to sit on the couch and veg. But I won't, I'll suffer through about 6 different assignments.
And FUCK since no one's ordering at Mollywood. It makes me so happy to get the little emails that say someone's ordered, and to make them a good graphic, and everything. *sigh*
Pretty bad day. But not nearly as bad as the worst.
then + now