2002-03-25 + 5:35 p.m. +
When I don't know what to say...
Don't know what to do
Don't know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see
It matters to me
Faith Hill, "It Matters To Me"
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Nothing like surfing the 'net to take your cares away. I just got home, changed into my jammie pants, grabbed a Diet Coke, and I'm here. I need to do some unwinding, by way of making graphics and checking diaries.
I've been having mad mood swings this past 24 hours. Last night I was doing the laundry, happy and optimistic towards today, knowing (or thinking) that everything would be perfect and I'd be happy. Then today came. I woke up, got ready, watched some so-good-it's-classic WWF from a few years ago, then headed out to school.
Okay, so I get to school, go through my first two classes moderately well (except for former-crush distracting my from my work with his crazy rambling), and found some friends. You know what they told me? *sniffle* Dan-lookalike is gone! Well, he went on a trip and won't be back for exactly two weeks. Shoot me now! How am I going to survive without seeing him, and hearing his sexy/goofy/dewy voice for two-fucking-weeks? -_-;;;
Then we have to go for a timed run in P.E., and I run four laps less than last month! FOUR LAPS! God, I tried so hard and I fail miserably. My legs just wouldn't go, you know? I just couldn't do it. Maybe it was the lack of exercise and potatoes w/ketchup I had for brekkie. -_- Then we have s'more classes, which I don't enjoy because I realize how much I'm behind and how much I'll have to work in the next three days to be caught up before spring break, which I plan on entirely wasting, pining over Dan-lookalike and wondering what to do with my time. Then a little kid elbowed me in the ribs.
Shoot me now.
Anyways, that sounds pretty not-bad now that I'm writing it. But I'm realizing that I really don't have too many friends, and I could be popular, but I'm very quiet and shy in class. So yeah.
And I kept thinking about how (whoa, I almost typed his name, LOL) Dan-lookalike probably doesn't want me as a girlfriend... or want me in general. It's very depressing. -_-
In math, I told former-crush I like him. He teased me, LOL! I think he likes me too, to a degree. *sigh* I was as obsessed as I currently am with Dan-lookalike with him at one point, and it's cool knowing that I could have him if I wanted. Yayness.
I got an email from the lovely Nemster about how I need to get my ass in gear and make my design layout, so I did and I'm done and I just need to set it up and create the pages.
I have a shitload of homework. I'll probably get to it eventually. So yeah.
Oh, and I saw the hottie with the dreads from Swollen Members at McDonald's! SCORE! I was too shy to ask for an autograph, though. But I met him! And he was super-hot! AIEEEEE!
My g-book needs some lovin', you know... *pouts pitifully* Pweeze? ^_^
OH MY FUCKING GOD... they interviewed Dan on the Oscars? WHAT? *starts to sob and pound on everything she can find* WHY? Why did I miss it? What did he say? Is there a copy floating around on a site? Even if it was 10 seconds! WHAT THE FUCK? Deep breaths... Damn you, Lauren! >.<
"Well, I can certainly see why were trying to keep them alive. Who wouldn't want pets that can burn, sting, and suck blood all at once?" - Malfoy, HP
Edit, 4:44 PM:
I'm Gillian from Pratical Magic! Which Nicole Kidman are you? Find out!
Oh, did I mention that Owen Wilson looked adorable in his little Hogwarts costume? Ben looked funny in his elf costume, though. I loved when Halle won, I've always been a huge fan of hers. Umm... I've actually not seen any of the films that won. None of them. So that's basically it. OH! And I saw Orlando Bloom as Legolas for about 3/4 of a second! ^_^ I was squealing over Elijah, and croaked out a squeak and then started screaming. LOL. So it was exactly: "Aww, he's so cu-- AAAAAAAH! *insert squeals and screams here*"
Teenybopper-me. ^_^ Oh, and can I elaborate? Damn you, Lauren!
then + now