I still don't even know you...
Still wish that I could hold you
I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna die
Joydrop, "Sometimes Wanna Die"
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Is that not the best song to express my feelings for Dan-lookalike? Because now I'm developing actual feelings for him, and not his tight body, cute face, and floppy hair. *sigh* It's the song! It's perfect for him/me! EEK!
I just got home from school. Like just now. Well, not really just now, I threw my backpack on the couch, grabbed a Diet Pepsi, changed into a pair of shorts, and waited forever for this slow-but-it's-new-so-I-must-have-loaded-it-down-too-much computer.
And so I'm here. Once again, none of my close friends are around, so I'll spend this weekend working out, doing homework, watching telly, cleaning, and staying as far away from AIM and internet as much as I possibly can.
And coming from me, that means something.
TEEHEE!
Anyways... I had a very boring day. Not much else to say. It wasn't pleasant, because I'm becoming very pissed off with my math teacher for the sole reason that I'm *gasp* having a lot of trouble memorizing these forkin' formulas. I guess it's getting mad at the teacher for nothing, but how else am I supposed to get out my rage? >.<
I saw Dan-lookalike a lot, but the experiences weren't as great as when I heard him talking about a dildo or looking right at me. LMAO. Apparently he pulled a prank on the substitute, but only because he was paid $15 to do it. I wish I'd seen that. He's such a goof. And you know what? He was hanging out with former-crush alot today. MMM. Both of them are what make my fantasies... ^_^
I'm going to go to the mall with my mom in a little bit, lol. My mom. How fun eh? -_- I should call up one of my friends. I just don't feel like it.
Wow, this must set some record for lamest entry ever.
If I could submit a favorite entry to some site, I'd pick the one titled 'Whenever, Wherever.' It's right at the beginning of my lovely 12 year old obsession.
It's very rounded-out, with a bit of everything.
So yeah. I'll update this when I actually have something worthwhile to say. As in, Monday? LOL.
"The quickest way of ending a war is to lose it."