2002-03-20 + 11:10 p.m. +
I want a love to call my own...
I want someone that I can hold
Want someone wanting me
Wanna feel how it feels to be
Somebody's somebody
Christina Aguilera, "Somebody's Somebody"
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It's almost an obligation to update, since I really just want to go to bed.
Day three of Crys-being-a-vegetarian! YAYNESS! And I didn't cheat, either! Okay, so I did cheat... my pasta had a few teeny chunks of chicken. And so my mom doesn't *completely* freak out at me, I promised her I'd eat chicken occasionally.
But no cheese! No milk! No meat! No other-dairy-or-processed-meat-products, which meant I had to look at alot of labels. I did have bread, of course, because... think. It's bread. Who the fluck can live without bread? :)
I didn't think I'd be able to do it, but I am, and I'm proud. But I don't feel any different, more healthy, less meat-filled (looking at that a second time: LMAO) or anything. I'm blah old me.
I'm pretty proud. I never thought I'd be able to do it. But, hey, it's not like I won a freakin' gold medal or anything so I'll just change the subject right about now. ^_^
"I'll take the deep voiced, hairy Harry Potter anyday."
*squeaks* CREAMINESS! EEK! *bites lip* I love stalking certain people on Nightly - they're all so cute! and witty. and funny. aww. HEE!
And I swear I actually squeaked and said, 'hee.' LOL! I'm such an... erm... I don't know. I'm such the goddess of all that is xtreme. ^_~
I just did alot of homework, vaccumed, did dishes, and I plan on checking All Together Now (no link... hah) before I go to bed. I had rice and veggies for supper... yum.
Turns out that I had an entire formula wrong so I had to redo 20 loooong questions. I was so upset, because of my screwed-up formula I only got a 74 on my test. A flucking 74! GAAH! This is me, goddammit! I'm a straight-flucking-A student, I don't deserve this! I'd better be able to redo it, or there will be hell to pay.
Not literally. But, you know. Teehee.
Well, now onto (I wish... LOL) Dan-lookalike, because you know I couldn't go an entry without mentioning him. He was looking very, very hot these past few days. Then again, I can't think of one day he wasn't looking downright hot. CREAMILICIOUS! LOL! I dunno, it just popped into my head. Anyways, I was looking around in the hall while talking to my friends. You know how your eyes just wander until you don't even know where you're looking, or whether or not your eyes are even open? That's what happened. And guess who walked right into my plane of vision, without my even knowing I was gawking at him? GUESS! My little mini-Dan. He looked right at me, then quickly walked away. LMA-fucking-O! He thinks I'm a stalker! I know it! After that, I just took off towards my class, plunked my books down, and turned a brilliant shade of crimson. >.<
I passed him twice in the hall today, the first time I worked very hard to look at something 'interesting' yet imaginary that was on the wall behind him, and the second time, I saw his coat. Then looked right the hell away. It's so awful, because I can give up meat, and cheese, and all of that, but I just can't give up staring at him when he passes me or listening as well as I can at his adorable, goofy/dewy/sexy voice which, might I mention, I haven't heard in a long time.
But anyways.
I got my review from dork-review! She basically liked my layout, didn't mind my writing, couldn't stand my gbook layout, and was annoyed as hell with my quiz results. I can't put the quiz results on one page, I'm just way too burned-out for anything that takes that much effort. lol. And as for the gbook layout: I was afraid of that. lol. But, y'see, I just can't change the layout to match because I share the guestbook with my site. I need an impartial layout. But then again, both site layouts have Miss Dumas on them, so I could possibly change it to be Lita-oriented. Yeah. No one likes my rambles! Well, I like them even if I'm 0 for 3, reviewer-wise. You saw my old layout? And remembered? You reviewed my site before? No you didn't! *is very confuzzled* Anyways, thanks for the review, Kelley, it was actually less cruel-hearted than my other ones. *giggle*
Oh, and BTW, all the contact is on the 'xtra' page which can be accessed by clicking on the hot Amy with the dark lipstick and the big white-ish earrings! (aka the third one) ^_^
Oh, and I'm seriously thinking about bringing my black and white Britney layout back. I have an emotional attachment to that layout, and the previous-next links being called salt-pepper actually made sense with the colours! lol.
What is up with this? I'm not getting very many gbook entries, especially since I have a brand-spankin-new layout at my site! Where's the love? Oh, but of course, I have to pop the guestbook whore, who *still* hasn't returned my email. LOL, I remember things like that! ^_^
My online bitches have not been giving me any love, lately! GRRR!
Oh,a nd my English teacher said I was one of the best writers she's seen in at least 6 years! SCORE!
Well, signing out. I'm pissed off at this layout, exaperated at my guestbook, and horny for my Dan-lookalike. Later! ^.^
"I don't sign my 'i's with hearts or anything-- that's a bit too happy." - Dan Radcliffe
then + now