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[deemed the 'how many smilies can I fit in one entry?' entry]

New layout, new layout. Not crazy about it, but at least the font is nice and cute as opposed to the teeny tiny not-even-verdana-though-it-says-it-is font shit. Plus it has an overload of Amy/Lita droolworthy goodness. Who wouldn't want that? ^_~ The thing is, there's a pixel or two that are screwed, right on her legs. I can't get rid of that gap! And believe me, I've tried. It sucks, help me someone! GAH!

I have this whole little plan for when I go to university. I'm going to move into a cute little cheap-but-functional apartment, with a cute loveseat and a cat. Not too fancy, or anything... just as long as it has the essentials (TV, bed. lol). But the cat is essential; I can't imagine being all alone with no cat! I'm a cat person. I've never, ever lived without a cat for more than 2 months since I was 2. But anyways... I have a goal. When I turn 17 or 18, I'm going to collect underwear like crazy. LOL! Nice goal, right? But everyone has billions of pairs of crazy-coloured underwear. My mom would get suspicious if her teenager was obsessed with buying thongs now, though, so that's why I'm waiting. ^_^

I saw my Dan-lookalike today. I see him every school day, yes, but I just adore him and his hotness so much that I have to include him in almost every entry. He was wearing a jersey and jeans. His hair looked a bit more gelled-up than usual, but that's only because he never wears gel normally. I actually took him out with my backpack in the hallway. EGADS! Then later on, I looked over my shoulder just, y'know, to check stuff out (not literally), and who's right there, looking at me? HIM! He must think that I like him, and I do, but he's not supposed to know until I know he likes me if he actually does! Did that make any sense?

I feel very friendly. I'm reading a self-help book I bought the other day (therefore shelving FotR and A Walk To Remember for a while... again) and it's great! I still feel as shy as always, but y'know, I'm gaining a much happier perspective on life. Which is good.

A big cloud is looming over me, in that I just can't get my ass to the bank and fill out those damned money orders! DAMMIT!

Reading Bunny's diary is very educational. She's very cool. I'd say, by reading one of her entries that I'm probably an exploratory bisexual. But I'm starting to doubt the fact that I'm all that bisexual... guys are just too damned sexy and fuckable to me.

In class today, I damned near got lost in this guy's eyes. I mean, he always looks right into my eyes when he talks to me, and he has the most brilliant dark green eyes with little flecks of red and brown. I stared right into his eyes, and I just couldn't look away. I love guys with light eyes, I just get lost in them. They're a contrast to my eyes. Mine look very soulless and empty. They're really-really dark brown, almost black. And there's just nothing there, you know? But they can be cute sometimes.

I'm thinking the guy I used to be obsessed with may be gay. Just a hunch, though. He's not very interested in sports, and hangs around w/ girls alot. Then again, he also hangs around with guys alot. He's a little overly-obsessed with boobs, though, so I'll just not think so much about it.

What else did I do today...? I have an oral presentation to give tomorrow on the book I chose ("Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire", lol!) and... that's about all.

I haven't watched Lord of the Rings. I feel so out of the loop! I don't know how to pronounce Legolas' name properly! Then again, this is from the girl who pronounced 'animagus' AH-NIG-UH-MUS. I suck at pronouncing Harry Potter words! Just ask Miss HP addict, from whom I actually learned I was saying them wrong. It was so much easier living in my world of not-being-able-to-pronounce-words! Teehee.

I really want to become a vegetarian. I always have, but burgers are just so addictive. -_- I think I'll actually start. Can I still eat fries? I don't know the rules at all. It sucks. I think I'll start right now, and cook some rice instead of the burger-filled stuff my mom's making. Well, maybe tomorrow. lol, I suck.

Hark! Monday Night RAW calls me! Sayonara!

Edit, 6:44 PM:

Which Rent character are you?

I found the most amazing vegetarian site! It is here, and it's perfect! The only hitch is... I'd have to give up cheese? GAAH! This sucks, but I'm very determined. Reading some of the animal cruelty stories has just changed me. My mom just said "animals were put on Earth for us to eat," which disgusts me. That is complete fucking bullshit, and she has a very jaded view of life if she thinks that.

"In life you have the name you are given and the name you earn"

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