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Fans can be very disrespectful. They say that Hogan's gross, old, he should retire, all of that. Truth is, Hogan is the business. What would the WWF be without him? I honestly believe that he brought the WWF - and wrestling in general - to where it is today. I mean, he's the immortal. Fans need to show him a little more respect.

Anyway, I didn't do much today. Went to school, came home, had a lot of drama, no supper, and here I am. You can tell that you don't have a healthy family life when you're reduced to tears twice a day, and have constant migranes just being around your family and being in your house. It's pretty sad. I don't like my family at all. I just do not like them.

On a somewhat lighter note, someone asked me out today. I said no. I say no to everyone, I just hope they don't take it personally. Why is it that it's always the guys you don't care for or don't have anything in common with that have crushes on you? That irks me. But there's a guy in my class who seems very nice and sensitive to me. He talks about how he can't "just go up to a girl and ask her out," how he needs to get to know her first. He's been talking to me alot lately. I hope he's taken an interest in me, because he's a sweetie, and popular/hot to boot.

"It's Greenwich, Connecticut, not the Bermuda Triangle, Jericho." Teehee. I adore Stephanie McMahon. I adore Triple H. They're so fucking hot. But I adore the WWF so much. It helps me ease my pain, and get lost in a fantasy world whenever I watch it. Yes, I love the WWF.

Trish is hot, too. So's RVD. Every girl should watch wrestling. If not for the actual matches, then for the hot guys in their skimpy outfits, greased-up chests, and all around fuckability. That's not a word, but doesn't it just sum them up so well?

Well, my mother said some very mean things towards me today. I cried so much, I cannot believe that she'd treat me this way. It's almost inhumane, as opposed to the way she treats my oh-so-perfect bratty little brother.

I don't like using the term "inhumane treatment." I mean, there are so many different treatments towards the people of the human race. There's racism, typecasting, slavery, war, everything. People treat other people like shit. That's why the term "inhuman" or "inhumane" is so unjust... many humans are not treated like humans. At all. It's fucking bullshit, and I've had enough of it.

But my mother is still very angry towards me, she always takes my brother's side and accuses me of being jealous. I'm really not jealous, she just treats me unfairly. Maybe I just need to entirely space myself from my family, just spend all my time in my room instead of near them. But then there's the computer. Damn addictive little 'puter.

What is your meaning of life?

"The only person you have to answer to is yourself. You make your own rules. The minute you figure that out, you're free." -- "O"

then + now